One sad morning

Sorry if someone missed me... didn't wrote for some days now. And sorry to you too friendly, for not answering the last mail. I am too tired these days, exhausted and somewhat more depressed than I'm used to. So that I can't encourage myself to write down my thoughts, I let them just flow around and be gone after some time. Well, this one poem I decided to finally write down again, because it's more than my tiny wrecked mind would endure by itself, truth may hurt sometimes.... I write poems to ged rid of it, only for that....

The Fear of all Day

I had a nightmare this day

It was like I awake

And there was none to stay

No one my heart would take

It was a morning when I cried

Tears endlessly flowing

All the things I had then tried

Didn't make me feel like going

I walked down several stairs

When I've heard only still

And I asked about wheres

But there wansn't left any will

It was still in early hour

Thoughts rapidly falling

All this seems without power

When I realized, I'm not dreaming