The worth of love

So, I don't know how many are reading this blog by now.... I hope just a few there are. But I think, if you followed it for a week now, you might have recognized that it's update nearly every day. That's because I love to write poems and especially in the winter my thoughts are overflowing with rhymes. I think if I would write down every poem that pops up in my head, I never had the time to do anything else. So now you might have been suprised, that there was nothing for valentines day, not even a single word left. It's the day that is declared to be the day of love and yes, everything I have written until now was about love. So why nothing for valentine? It is an as simple and maybe for you as disappointing answer. The poems written on this day shouldn't be meant to be read by other persons than the ones they were written for. A valentine's poem is something special, you don't write it just out of a feeling, not to have written something that has rhymes and tells something. These very special pieces of work are written to show someone how you feel for the person and only this person. They are the most soul filled works I write once a year, because they have to express all feelings that had been built up for a long time and are compressed now in the one word called love. I have written more than 4 strophes for this, 9 at all for my most beloved person, because even a little number of strophes could never have expressed all what I feel for her and by far not everything I get in reward.

Love is never a giving and taking, let me tell you this. You can't calculate a relationship, cant value the things you've done and that were done to you, love isn't even something you can compare in a rational way. It is a feeling, only one feeling, even when there are two people, the feeling still is only one but existing in both the same way. So you should never care about what you did to each other more or less, as long as you feel that it is right what you are doing and as long as you feel that you are doing this only out of love. You can spend a million for a present to your beloved and get the same time something simple but from the heart, both have the same value in the meaning of love, because both were gifts with the same intension: to make the other one happy. If you understand this, you will find another world, beside the capitalistic. A world, where money is never a topic. There may be times you're on the edge of survival, but you must not fall in a deep hole of sorrow, when you have still someone to love by your side, someone who holds you, cares for you and stays with you, even in the hardest times. This is not only more important than any materialistic thing, this is what is most important for you, because in this there is true happieness combined with true love and so the fulfilling of one of the most deepest wishes of anyones soul: the absolute peace of mind. Call me crazy for thinking like this, I won't care! Say anything against this, I may listen but will ignore it. I never, really never cared about how much money I have or how much I have spent just for my beloved and so I end up very fast with nothing much left but happieness. And yes I was happy, very happy, that I had given away all those money only for seeing a smile on the face of the one I loved. This feeling is nothing that's comparable with anything, and all what is enough to spent money for it. The only time when I felt sad was when I had money, because these are the times when I couldn't be often together with my friend or even didn't see her/him. So I came to this conclusion out of my own life: Money is not worth it to have it without love. Think about it, think if you need something more than a feeling greater than anything else and if you are still thinking, that you need other things more than love, than waste your time with it if you want. I would only afford other things, when I will still have enough to afford even more for a wonderful relationship.